Suspension of Disbelief

Role-playing [Part 2]

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peter: hi friend
can we get together?: hey there
can we get together?: how r u?
peter: doing ok – did not spent as much time online yesterday – trying to cut back a bit
can we get together?: i didn’t go online yesterday
peter: yeah i dont think i went into chat — i have to cut back cause spening lots of my time off in chat rooms
can we get together?: in chat rooms? so ur chattin with a lot of people?
peter: some different guys – but have told only a very few about my tie idea – you are the only one we have discussed it so thoroughly
can we get together?: oh
peter: you think i should not mention it too often?
peter: still there?
can we get together?: mention what too often?
peter: that i feel to be tied
can we get together?: its okay
peter: sometimes i wonder if too young to be considering this
can we get together?: no
can we get together?: ur not too young to try it
can we get together?: and no one is too young to try something
peter: yeah but if fetish go wrong it might be kindof early
peter: 25 if in august
peter: busy today?
can we get together?: no
can we get together?: just finished eating
can we get together?: fetish gone wrong? we’ve already talked about it before
peter: yeah i guess it can but not so likely
can we get together?: yes
peter: i guess not knowing is part of the whole experience
can we get together?: yes baby
can we get together?: when are u cumming to the philippines?
can we get together?: any tentative schedule?
peter: april may – some say beginning of april is good
can we get together?: yes, i told u, april 5 to 12 is a good time to go here
peter: yeah that is when the island gets filled with many of us type guys
can we get together?: yes
peter: hehe i have thought sometimes the story you tell me about the keyboard
can we get together?: wasn’t it nnice
peter: hehe kindof protecting urself but still having fun
peter: so you still want to be bottom during the thing?
can we get together?: yeah, that’s still a good option
peter: hehe will i be tightening the belt myself via the fucking?
can we get together?: you may
can we get together?: but i think if ur fucking me, ill be pulling the belt towards me
can we get together?: if if i’m fucking u, i’ll hold the belt
peter: u prefer fucking me or getting fucked?
can we get together?: any
can we get together?: both
peter: its exciting but sometimes the idea sounds almost suicidal
can we get together?: that’s the whole point of everything, the suicidal part in exchange for euphoria
peter: i guess for me the euphoria is the risk and for you its watching the risk
can we get together?: yes exactly
peter: you would get euphoria to see a guy on the edge?
can we get together?: yeah
can we get together?: its actually a fetish
peter: i guess i am more the masochist type
can we get together?: yes
peter: guess suicide kindof stops everything
peter: think there is reincarnation?
peter: still there?
peter: seem more quiet and distant today
can we get together?: so do u
can we get together?: u seem distant tonight
can we get together?: reincarnation? yes, i think there is, but to a completely different form
peter: not come back as human?
can we get together?: no
can we get together?: to a different form
can we get together?: u can’t be on a same platform twice, that’ll be weird
peter: like redistribution of atoms?
can we get together?: exactly
peter: so i would no longer be aware that i existed before
can we get together?: nostalgia is still there
peter: is there conciousness?
can we get together?: depends on what form uve become
peter: but you think basically peter would be over?
can we get together?: no
can we get together?: definitely no
can we get together?: brb, toilet break
peter: ok
can we get together?: back
peter: but just my atoms will exist – not really me
can we get together?: or ur cell?
peter: think just an entirely different being or thing?
can we get together?: yes
peter: so the matter continues to exist – but not my current state
can we get together?: exactly
peter: so if fetish go wrong i just kindof go through a conversion
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: but don’t think of it like that
peter: you think some guys allow themselves to go through conversion?
can we get together?: there are people who thinks they can experience a completely different kind of euphoria when they die, so they will take an obvious risk jus to achieve it
peter: you think there is a different euphoria?
can we get together?: can’t really say, but i think there is
peter: better orgasm?
can we get together?: let’s say u incarnated to a non-existent thing, orgasm isn’t really a factor for euphoria
peter: think i would feel the different euphoria if i went to the die point?
can we get together?: hmmm
can we get together?: tempting thought it is
peter: think it would really feel better?
can we get together?: can’t ssay
peter: or similar to edge euphoria?
can we get together?: yes
peter: sortof like similar but a step further?
can we get together?: way further
peter: more intensified orgasm?
can we get together?: definitely
peter: better feeling than ever before?
can we get together?: yes
peter: but then death
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: no good lah
peter: certainly easier for the guy that is watching
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: but conscience
peter: you think guys like to see a guy go through the huge orgasm?
can we get together?: like me
peter: so you would like to watch a conversion type orgasm?
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: but not u
can we get together?: ur too good to experience transition
peter: sometimes tempting but so scary
can we get together?: yeah
peter: and if i did then we cannot discuss it afterwards
can we get together?: obviously
can we get together?: and we won’t be able to experiment more
peter: its more a one time thing
can we get together?: ha?
peter: meaning if i do it – it cant really be reversed
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: so we won’t go super far
peter: think guys like to see transition?
can we get together?: not all guys
peter: have you ever seen it?
peter: probably not in an orgasm situation
peter: still there?
can we get together?: feeling tired
peter: think i should not consider transition?
can we get together?: no to transition
peter: natural to get tempted about it?
peter: hehe you are so cute that i consider such wild things
can we get together?: ye its natural
can we get together?: baby im sleepy, tired from work
peter: i will have to go soon to
can we get together?: sorry baby
peter: i guess if u saw transition it would be something just to have for memories

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Written by Patrick King Pascual

June 23, 2010 at 8:40 am

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