Suspension of Disbelief

Role-playing [Part 4]

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March 29, 2009

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peter: long time no see
can we get together?: i know,
can we get together?: how are you peter?
peter: doing ok – good to see you again – thought maybe you had lost interest
can we get together?: no, i will never lose interest
peter: still feel to tie me up?
can we get together?: yeah
can we get together?: when are u coming o the phil?
peter: finances are getting tight here so i might have to delay – though it would be such a thrill
can we get together?: might have to delay? so not summer in the philippines?
peter: maybe not – not sure …..
peter: the urge to be tied comes and goes – it varies with levels or horniness i think
can we get together?: it all depends on one’s mindset at any given time
can we get together?: ur right it depends on one’s horniness
peter: like sometimes i really want it really bad – i notice i seem to feel better when i want it – but then other times i think it is just crazy
can we get together?: its always like that when it comes to fetishes
peter: sometimes when the mindset isnt right its even hard to make it come back – its confusing
can we get together?: again it all depends on ur mindset at the moment, you can have the same mindset for a really long time and you can – not have the mindset for a really long time too….
can we get together?: everything is fetish driven: the way you thing, the way you speak, the way you act
peter: it is a very good feeling when it happens even though i guess it is more dangerous
can we get together?: its dangerous but it will not be if you both agreed the limitations before you do it
peter: it seems to feel better when i can go far – but i think that is driven by horniness
peter: think it will come back stronger with time?
can we get together?: yes horniness and ur mindset
can we get together?: if you haven’t performed it, it will grew stronger in time
peter: dont know why a higher danger level seems to feel better – it seems contradictory
can we get together?: its ironic is it
peter: do you like higher danger level better to or do you like it when the other guy faces a higher danger level?
can we get together?: i like experiencing both
peter: for a while it was very strong – almost challenging my existence
peter: guess you are busy
can we get together?: no just watching dvd
peter: though when i was challenging my existance it did feel a bit weird
peter: hmmm
can we get together?: how can it feel weird when you know its only in your head?
peter: well part of me felt like actually challenging my existance though i guess my head was trying to keep it in line
can we get together?: challenging ur existence because of what your head built, danger, but if you will control what you will do when you’re actually on it, it would be a big factor to everything, everything is just in the ehad
peter: yeah i guess the head kindof is in charge of how far i will go
peter: you like if guys are tempted to go far?
peter: still there?
can we get together?: the mind is always in control of everything
can we get together?: i like guys who are open in going far
peter: so if i go too far it is because of my mind?
can we get together?: yes because of the mind
peter: i guess too far would be kindof like suicide then only different cause of the horny part
can we get together?: kinda like suicide but not really
peter: i guess triggered more by horniness than depression
can we get together?: depression is out of the question
peter: so if guys do it  – it is because they decided to go that far?
can we get together?: of course
peter: kindof huge – trading a good horny feeling for ones life
can we get together?: its the perfect way to go
peter: but then everything stops
peter: bad part is that it is not reversible
can we get together?: its the conditions u will have to make before you do it
peter: i guess decide beforehand one way or the other
can we get together?: yes
peter: probably it is very rare that guys decide go that far
can we get together?: because it is very dangerous
peter: if a guy goes that far and two guys are doing it – what happens – does the other guy just leave?
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: and the other will definitely panic
peter: probably worried he would somehow be related to the death
can we get together?: uhmm
peter: u like if guys are open to go that far?
can we get together?: i’m open to guys who like going far, but i honestly wouldn’t do it
peter: so more into watching a guy do it than it doing it oneself
can we get together?: yes
peter: if you were watching i guess it is like watching a guy go from one state into another
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: suspending his current consciousness to move on to the next
can we get together?: for the sake of pleasure
peter: at times it seems tempting but i would be very scared to go that far
can we get together?: then don’t go that far
peter: i know sometimes one thinks there would be a heightening of pleasure
can we get together?: heightening of please but not to a crazy level
peter: i guess you might like to watch the change but then it is up to the guy
can we get together?: yes
peter: i suppose the guy is hoping he will cum before the transition happens
can we get together?: or during the transition
peter: so you would like to watch it but i guess the decision would be up to me
peter: ?
can we get together?: the decision is urs
peter: you would watch me go through transition and then leave?
can we get together?: of course i will not leave you
can we get together?: i’m not crazy
peter: but it is weird cause at that point i would be dead
can we get together?: you will not be dead
can we get together?: just halfway through
peter: depends if i can be revived
can we get together?: we will not get into that point
peter: or there might be brain damage already or something
can we get together?: no damage to anywhere
peter: hehe i get tempted to risk my life when i see the pics at your site – you are truly very hot
peter: ?
can we get together?: will limit everything just not to be dangerous
peter: you have heard of guys that go through transition?
can we get together?: i experienced it once
peter: saw a guy die?
can we get together?: me halfway through transition
peter: the guy helped to revive you?
can we get together?: after a couple of minutes i woke up
peter: wow thats alot of trust on his part – how did he know that you would spontaneously wake up?
can we get together?: because we didn’t do it too much
peter: how did you feel ?
can we get together?: euphoric
peter: during the waking up part?
peter: euphoric – sortof like pain killer medication after work done on your teeth?
can we get together?: euphoria in everything
peter: but you probably dont feel anything while you are out
can we get together?: definitely none
can we get together?: peter i have to go to bed soon
can we get together?: its 2:30AM here
peter: you are very brave — that is so extreme to be out like that
can we get together?: i was out for more than 5 minutes
peter: i wonder if your friend started to panic
peter: hehe i would panic after 15 seconds i think
can we get together?: he did
peter: so he thought maybe you were dead?
can we get together?: yes
can we get together?: but i was still breathing just passed out
peter: i guess if i was not breathing then it would not be so good
can we get together?: yes
peter: so as long as im breathing there is hope – otherwise ive probably gone into transition
can we get together?: yes
peter: i guess one cant really tell till after pass out which way things will go
peter: ?
can we get together?: sorry im sleepy
peter: so basically when one goes into pass out one doesnt really know if one is coming back

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March 29, 2009

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Written by Patrick King Pascual

September 13, 2010 at 12:39 pm

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